I happened to browse for blogs and ended up with a couple of blogs. Now, They were ok and most of them are by young indian software engineers. However, somehow i didnot like it entirely. Not sure if it was the fact that they kept on saying there were of this caste in their profile, play cricket (i abhor cricket being an indian!!!!) or lack of interesting material or views about happenings in the world. I am not able to put a finger on it but I distinctly get the feeling of boredom and irritation I had got when I last visited India. Their blogs show the kind of environment I definitely dont want to be in. With this thought comes the fear, being in US for so long (actually just 4 years) have changed my mindset in ways I have not understood yet or even realized. I have become increasingly greedy of my freedom, the unacceptability of others judging me, irritation towards false and of the irritation towards myself for my own prejudices. It is like I neither belog to India nor to US. Really pathetic.