I am not sure what to make out of the sudden change which has come over. But then this is not entirely new to me, so I guess I should let it be. In reality I am not depending on anyone for my existence. I take huge risks and challenges which others may not like taking. So, this is pretty insignificant when compared to what I have undergone. Like my friend once casually put it, "You have too much of guts", guess I have too much of it......