I had decided that going back to india might actually be a good idea. The co-op was not forth coming, consultants were not very promising, creditors are asking for money and soon I might go out of status. Well, that has been my life for the past few months. I had almost given up hope when out of nothing this possible assistantship materialized. If this works out, I might have a chance to finish my masters and be done with it for ever. I am just praying for the good to happen.