Messed up again!

Not sure why this happens to me all the time. Is is a fact that I screw up everything I do or is it true somehow fate takes special interest in me to mess me up? I don't know the answer. I can only look back in my life and say that I have really tried very hard. May be I should stop trying too hard and then things will start happening for me. I am not sure how i am going to come out of this mess but I hope I do so.
Other things.
Meena told me that she liked my blog about saurav and his dunken confusion about reality. Well, I have promised saurav that next time he does get drunk I will do something really spooky like dropping him in the bathing tub to sleep or shift him to next apartment or something similar.
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