Oflate I have been doing a lot of thinking about my faith and God. One reason for these deep thoughts may be that I am not communicating with anyone. I have nobody to talk with as a friend. Only respite I have is when I talk with Tariq. Anyway, coming back to God and faith, if I truly believe in my religion which says there are many ways to reach God and each must choose his own, I should learn to accept the concepts of conversion and attacks over my religion. Many of these people believe that their faith is the only true faith and it is the only (if not one of the best!!!) paths to God. Such ideas have irritated me in the path and would do in the future. But I think I have learnt to live with that. It is not my duty to "convert" or "convince" them to the right path of tolerance as I see or believe. Following Gita, "Whatever happened has happened well, whatever that is happening will happen well and whatever that will happen will happen well". There is nothing in my hands except my duty which I will perform to the best of my ability. If some people think hinduism is nonsense and converting everybody from it is the right thing to do, then let them do it and if some people think hindurashtra is the only salvation of all hindus, let them fight for it. I am not going to side with or oppose any side. I would rather spend my time and effort to do my duty and eventually give back atleast a tiny fraction of all that I have got from this world. Think about it, even if one face smiles because of me, if one child feels taken care of, I would have got all the blessings from all the Gods that I know and know not.   ¶ 10:12 PM