I simply don't know what to do

My dad is very sick in India and my mom is not doing well either. My sister has sent an email asking me to come immediately. I can neither say no nor say yes. Nobody will understand my situation. If go now and if it happens that I am not able to come back, then I will be in a mess. All the effort that I had put for the past three years goes waste. My sister easily said that future will be bright anywhere. What they dont understand is the psychological aspect of it. I will be dead if I go and get stuck in India. The Aravind with the dreams and ambitions and smiles will fade away into nothing. I can already feel the depression that will take me from which neither can I come out nor will I want to come out. Does this all mean that India is bad. No. The fact is the I have suffered so much here that to leave everything means to take away the meaning of my existence. All I need is a few more months. Why is this happening to me? It was they who taught me to dream, to cultivate ideals, to strive for amibition and now it is all a waste? I really dont know.   ¶ 9:48 PM