Dhannu said he will come with me to New Jersey. I think I won't get my OPT card anytime sooner. Also, planning to defer my admission for second masters by a semester. Not sure how my life is going to turn in New Jersey except the fact that it will get more tougher. But somehow eagerly awaiting the day I can leave Rolla. Atleast one thing is sure. Don't do Research ever after. It will simply refuse to get completed. Arghh....Spoke to sriram the other day. He has not changed a bit. He is saying I am very active (!!!????). The same zeal, enthusiasm, eagerness and freshness in speach. I was speaking very carefully with him before, but now I don't mind. I need not always agree to what he says or concur. I think I have sort of stabilized in my views about lot of things and more than that accepted my limitations. Life has in a way turned nice since I have learned to be satisfied with whatever little I could get. When I said bye to him, thought he too understood the change in me. US does change us.  ¶ 8:37 PM